Popsicles in winter??

How do popsicle companies stay alive in the winter? What if you creat this amazing new popsicle and you start producing and then winter comes and you family starves cause no on buys popsicles in the winter! I think we alllll need to go buy a popsicles to KEEP OUR COUNTRY FROM A NEW DEPRESSION OF POPSICLES!!!!!!!!!

Alright. Now, I am going to post lirics... I know.. Cop out... but hey! I really do like this song!

Hello McFly
Relient K

A roll of the dice, a slip of the tounge,
-I was stirring the honet's nest-
It finally got me stung.
I tried to do the right thing
but the wrong was done
It's over, excuse my grammar,
but the fat lady is sung.

(wao wao)
And I wish I was
Michael J. Fox-
I'd visit the past
then come back to the future
when I cleaned up my act.
I don't know what went through my head
was my conscience shot?
was it left for dead?
I said I'm sorry but no one heard
cause actions, actions speak louder than words.

I think I made God angery,
yeah I'm sure that he's irate.
I just hope my remorse is not
too little too late.
I gave Him my track record
He gave me a clean slate.
I'm forgiven and I'm livin
with no sin on my plate.


You know... Susannah used to write the most random things to one another... now all that happens is she writes random stuff and I sit back and laugh. And All I ever talk about is serious stuff on my blog.. like, I can't think to say anyhting but the thing that has been bothering me all day.. or week whatever.
I'm sure this has to be the most boring blog in the whole history of blogging. Maybe I'm a Shnook... Idk....

Blah blah blah


now that that's said...
why do watermelons have so much water in them?


the were planted in the spring!

lol... that amused me.... for, like.... two hours.
I can't help if I'm ... whatever... Blonde maybe.

OK..... I'm going to go now cause I'm fresh out of things to write

I'll order more and be back later

HEEEEEEEERREES ERNIE!!!!

OK, thank you for commenting on my stuff... I really enjoy reading what you have to say...
I was just out training tonight.. at the Dojo with Rachel, Sensei Cunningham, Josh, Brice, and Kyle,...and I really got humbled.
People tell me all the time that I'm doing so well.. come to find out that they mean well as in better than my rank... not all around "good". Josh was making me so mad!!! saying stuff like 'women should never have been allowed to take Karate in '73!" of course he only wanted to get on my nerves.. but still!!!!! And the worst part was... I tried sooooooo hard to beat him in grappling(wrestling) and I couldn't! I really was out of breath and hurting all over when I finally tapped out that I could hardly stand. I knew it took some effort on his part, but I couldn't even hold him for more than, like,30 secs.... AWFUL!!! I was really embarassed. Of course, he beat rachel and Sensei Cunningham as well, but I really was making me so mad that I couldn't get him sweating hard and frusterated.
AND THEN!!!!!
Omg...... I was grappling with Sensei, and I was doing pretty well, and all the sudden her elbow came down hard on my throat and I totally blanked. I remember her elbow comming down and then Josh asking me how many fingers... it was bad.
Apparently, I had enough sense to tap out.. and she didn't quite hear me, so she asked and I tapped again. She rolled off and asked oif I was ok and I didn't answer. So she got all freaked and asked me again.. again I didn't answer. So everyone was like, omg.... I finally told her that I was ok(I don't remember that) adn I tried to sit up and couldn't. Josh asked me to look at him to see if my pupils were dialated... they were. He told me later that it was like i was looking right through him.. then he asked me how many fingers.. 2...right...then I siad 3... wrong.. 5. Everyone flipped. I honestly don't remember anything up untill he asked me again a few minutes later how many fingers.. I got it right. but only after 10 minutes on the floor and some sips of water.

I have to say that was the scariest time of my life... I thought at first I was gonna die...then I thought I was going to lose my vision... but I'm fine now... nothing but some bumps and brusies.
BTW, I was wrestleing again 20 mins later and ALMOST won. Grr......

I have so much school to do it's not even funny.. I'm paniced. I've never had to do this much over a weekend. I'm not sure if I can fit it all in.... I'm really stressing over this. More so than I ever have. It's scares me that I won't make a pssing grade this year and have to retake something therefore effectivly delaying my bootcamp.... Ahh! I would cry! I want this so bad! I can taste it! I just... and I'm NOT going to fail anything.. honest.. but I'm unreasonalbe and won't listen to myself sometimesso I tend to worry about the stupidest stuff. Like failing. I've never made lower than a B, and that B was only twice when I took Dr. Clark's stupid Lad Practicals. I hated those.
Anyway.. I'm probably boreing you.. I'm sure you're going.. 'how long can this girl talk?!?" Quite a while to answer your question.. so I'll stop myself now... Love and peaceness!!!

Ernie

I like Cheese...

That title has nothing to do with anything...really I just felt like saying it. OK!! There are these guys at Karate who consider me a 'challenge' because I don't go out with guys. So now, they are trying to see who can get me to like them first. It's really disgusting. I mean...gross.... I'm going to MAKE someone like me just to see if I can?? how stupid! BTW I know that they are planning this because there is ONE sane man in this world and he happens to favor me somewhat so he told me what he heard. NOW.... SOME people have encouraged me to set up a date with each of these guys at the same time and place... just to be mean... but I really don't think I can pull that off...besides I don't think I'm mean enough for that. So... I think I'm just gonna play along with each of them and make them think that I like them up untill the get ready to ask me out then I can be like "I know what you've been up to and I can't believe that you would do something like that to me! I'm never speaking to you again" then of course I won't talk to them for abut two weeks. After they feel totally miserable... I might ease u and start speaking to them again. Will that work?
I just can't decide if they would even feel guilty... a know a couple will... but there's one tht I believe has no form of morality or conscience at all. So I guess there's no way to teach him a lesson except to beat him up.
There's only one problem with that.
I can't.
He's REALLY good...and I'm only good if you compare me to others of my own rank. he's seven ranks above me...... grrrrr. that just means he knows more and has more experiance...
I wish...Idk... I wish I was PERFECT!!!!!! It's sickening how many times I've wished that. I hate to be bested. I need to get over that.... but I can't. It's part of who I am. Competitive.
I guess I need to go.... I have LOTS of school to do!!!

Boys are stupid...throw flowers at them

I really am starting to think that I'm never going to find any boy that I actually like. I haven't had a real cruh for years and the most recent wasn't really a crush...just an ifatuation with the idea of having a boyfriend. When I join the marines, I'm not going to have the time or energy for a relationships, and I don't really think I want a work relationship. I don't know. I'll most likely never get married. I know I want to, but I'm independant enough and secure enough to do without. That thought used to scare me...to never get married was an idea that I never wanted play with. But now, I'm really ok with that. I don't think I would mind not getting married as long as I had a few male friends to hang with and talk to. That houldn't be a problem. After all...only 7% of marines are female, and out of that, 38% are married already. That leaves about 4% of marines for the remaining 93% to try and talk to! lol....this is gonna be rough. My CO told me that if you act professional and disconnected most men will leave you alone because they get so intimidated by a woman who can physically and mentally keep up and exceed whatever they can do. I think that's awsome. So if I simply act like this is a job not an opportunity to meet guys, I should be fine! Wow, I'm excited.
I can't wait to push myself through boot camp. Just to know that I made it, and I kept up with everybody else and that I can accomplish anything that is set on my way, that's just an awsome feeling. It really builds confidence as well as character and discipline. I'm probably gonna cry when my DI calls me a Marine for the first time.... I has to be an emotional moment.

I guess the hardest part of being a marine, for me, is to watch what I say and how I say it. Not only concerning profanity, but also... I'm kinda sarcastic and that will NOT go over well in boot camp. I need to just keep my mouth shut. The strong silent type... lol. Well...enough about that, I need to go eat.. I'm hungery!

Rain...

Sitting dark settles on apprehensive hearts.
Cold, quiet, thick, drops
Color mocks the moving stillness all around
Dancing, skipping,
circling the ancient screen of dripping leaves.

Pounding hammers fall and break,
Waiting....waiting, knowing renewal comes,
Amidst the water, thursting.
You drink your sorrow, you laugh your pain

Demanding perfection, yerning chaos.
Unhappiness fuels your joy.
Searching everywhere but not,
we shun the music of sadness.

Rivers wind our man-made traces of life.
Knowing only discontent,
we tame the wonder of our nature,
Twisting miracles to fit our distress.

Turning beauty into monsters,
Happiness into evil,
Rain into death.

Goodness gracious! You know..I'm almost sick of the computer? It's sad.... all I REALLY do on it is school. It gets so darn annoying, cause everytime I get on the computer, I almost always go to google to do research. And then I don't have to do school, I wonder whaqt the heck poeple do to waste time. I know it sounds stupid! I honestly can't think of a good way to spend time while I wait for people to get on IM.
I love Karate. I can't believe I had to go without it at the beggining of my life. I have it on thursdaysand then the next time is on Tuseday. Over this extremely LOOOOOONG weekend I go through this kind of withdraw. I physically yern for kata and kumite. I get so excited on tues morning that I can hardly stand to wait all day. I wish I could drive!!! I would go to EVERY class I could. Day and night. every day I could. Mom only wants to go the minimum. I'll admit, We're the most regular underbelts there. We hardly miss a class. But still....It's like a part of me. I'm addicted. I know you think I'm crazy... Maybe I am.. But it's like my calling to be there. Does God really work like that? Wow. He like, puts you in this position and then helps you to love it. Honestly, when Taylor first started, I thought it was stupid. Then mom wanted me to take with her, but I still didn't really like it. Once I got to Gold belt, I fell head over heals in love. I might just finish up with the marines and then come back and "marry" Karate. Several people have donme than. Come to every class and forget about romantic relationships. Sounds good to me right now. I really don't like guys. There're so selfish and rude. Leastwise all the ones I've met. I'm even kinda mad at some of the guys I'm closest to. Grrrrrrrr... why do, can't they just, Idk! Shut up!


I'm all better.so far, Bush is winning. Yeahhh!

I'm sitting here... 9 o'clock on a tuseday night and NO ONE is on IM!!!!! I'm very upest. Not even those people that I know that I just don't talk to! ON ONE literally is on! GRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!! GRR GRR GRR!!!!!!

OK! I said I was ok....so I'm going to be ok.
I wanna sleep. Goodbye!

RAAARRRR!!

ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! fjdiemasijaa~! Yeah. That's how I feel. what?! you don't understand? Me neither. That's problem. I have all these feelings that I can't express. I really feel like I'm going to explode!!!!!!! I'm serious! I feel like I can't hold it all in!

Neway.. no one really wanted to know that I'm sure.
Blah!

ummmmm.... pizza....... with chocolate..... and marshmellows.... sounds heavenly.

'keeping up appearances' is probably the funniest british show I have ever seen. How you seen it? It's great. I love it. "hello, Mrs. Bucket!" "It's Bouquet, Darling! It's French!" LOL! Rose, Daisy, and Hyacinth Bucket.....lol.

Bubbles are awsome. I hope there's bubbles in heaven.
Bubbles!

I can't wait for the election to be over!!!! Arg! I'm so sick of all these... gulp... TELEMARKETERS! sorry susannah.... I really do love you. I just...well.... you know better than anyone.

I need to go... I need sleep... bad.