Yada yada yada
I know that that last post was weird and I'm sorry. I humbly apologize for being strange. I guess it comes naturally, but not for most people. Today is beginning and tomorrow is waiting and I need to go do some school. That's my profound statment for today. I had an epiphany today. it wasn't really but it makes me sound important so that's what we'll call it. I've decided that I am my own person and I can do, say, think, and wear what I darn well please as long as it meets God's standards. If I want to wear suspenders, fine. I will. If I want to say "cookies" in place of a bad word. Great. My choice. If I want to giggle like a girl, I CAN DO THAT TOO! I am not butch and I don't have to pretend to be. It's ok if I cry... ALL marines cry sometimes. I can dress preppy if I want to. What's the harm in that? I can also wear pajamas to Karate if I want! I can I can I can!!!! and the sad part? I just figured that out. I know.. weird. I have finally learned to go "the heck with it all" and dress and act the way I cookie well please! lolololol!!! AN dit makes me happy!!!! I'm so excited! wow... how liberating.
NO MORE CHRISTMAS SHOPPING EVER AGAIN!!!!! sorry, I'm just really upset that I am broke. After I had all that money.... and now... it's gone! I hope Amber likes her gifts... I really spent too much on her and I can say that here because she never visits blogs! so no one tell! Wellp.... I need to go it's late and I need sleep. I actually have to think in the morning.
Bubbyeness and Coolness for the remainder of your day.


2 Comments:
Yes...isn't it lovely knowing that you can do whatever you want (with in certin bounderies), even if you don't do it all the time.
Of course you can do what you want. You can EVEN act like a homeschooler if you want.
I'm home!
Um, and don't worry, I'm broke too. It's good that you're broke on Amber (hmmm...does that make ANY grammatical sense?) because *sigh* I got her the smallest gift. Not the least expensive...just the smallest.
Love you! And I rather enjoyed your last post. It was beautifully written; mysterious and filled with frusterated and almost disgusted anticipation, anger, and frustration. Excellent piece of work..you could make that opening paragraph for a book or something. I was very impressed, but, then, I am also very tired.
- Susannah
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